"Too Much," co-directed by Candice Holdorf and Gabriel Diamond, is now available

The music video I co-directed/co-edited with Gabriel Diamond, "Too Much," is now public. It's been a vulnerable dive into my edge as an artist as well as a woman who moves through spaces where I don't always feel safe. Huge love to Morgan Bolender and Scott Ferreter of The Feelings Parade for trusting us with this tender project. Big love to the talented Mar al'Dao for her beautiful camera work. In addition to watching the video below, you can also read an article about the making of “Too Much” on Glide Magazine’s website.

My Video "SLUT" reaches 5,000 views on YouTube!

My video "SLUT," a digital performance art piece based on a poem I wrote, has reached 5,000 views on YouTube over the past two months. Thank you all who have watched and shared the piece. Please continue to like, subscribe and share this important work which challenges our views on women and sexuality.

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"SLUT" written and performed by Candice Holdorf

I was a Virgin for a long time.

Perhaps you think
I mean
I took 21 years
To let a man Penetrate me

Measuring
My Worthiness
By the diminishing inches
Of his Cock?

No.

I mean a Virgin
In a language long forgotten:
Lost in the ashes
Of burned witches

And in the silenced vows
Of Brides of Christ,
Whose names were erased
In canonical Genocide. 

I was a Virgin.

A woman unto herself;
Whole; Unshackled; Owned by No One;
And in this way
We’ve always been Virgins--

Our women's wisdom,
Written in our Mothers' bosom,
Survived the translation migration
From page to pyre.

Observe your Holy Rights.

Do I deserve to be attacked,
Unwritten from history,
Because I fucked my way
Through the Zodiac?

Keep your righteous indignation.
Your taunts and jeers
Only urge my Vestal Reclamation
And the resurrection of my Erotic Innocence.

We. Are. Coming.

So here I stand:
Palms stretched, legs spread,
Re-Virginized once more,
While making love to the Sacred Whore.